*_____iM looKing fOr tHat One iN mY lIfe________

Friday, January 21, 2005

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Lols.. so long never post le. Lotsa things happen. I HATE HER. cant help it seriously. Tired of feeling so freakin sick of her. this yr got more responsibilities sia... being a treasure sux..

TAKE NOTE

Most hated QUESTION of the year: Who is the class treasurer?

<_<

geez... HAISH.. shinhwa.

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Saturday, December 11, 2004

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okies. im updating my blog. due to people harrassing me*glares at abby* =Pp. hehe. on 2nd december. MEEEE!! Finally got a dongsengie!! =D hahha. yupp. Spent the hols on shinhwa. everyday watch show. hahaa. now im on de craze of editin pictures. woooh0ooo... wanna seeeee?! XD
hahaha. this fri i our sch band concert!!! soo happi. veri paiseh to go lei as i just highlighted my hair. it was SUPPOSE to be white.

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Monday, November 22, 2004

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fuck FUCK FUCK!!! im greatly pissed. FUCKED OFF!

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Monday, November 08, 2004

innocentrepuppyitloveadindeed ______

imrealliconfused.thisisthefirsttimeimwritingsodamnillegibly.iamatlostofwhattodowithmyself.imtiredofhearingthesameoldthingtoo.friendsknowofmeasabitch.goodfriendsknowofmeashappygolucky.truefriendsknowofmeasemotional.guessireallydopotraysthreedifferentimage.imscaredofbeinghurt.thefeelingofbeingbetrayedstungmedeeply.itsreallipainful.nowait.icannotusedpainful.painfulistoolightofawordtobeused.lifeisironic.itrustedyetwasbetrayed.lyfeisreallifullofregrets.

I Trusted
But You
Turned It
Upside down
And
Betrayed Me

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Saturday, October 09, 2004

innocentrepuppyitloveadindeed ______

yesterdae after exams... i went to the airport to see shinhwa!!! lots of peeps there and yupp i met up with bee unniex... mich n mich followed too... then both of them were veri bored... then the fans at the entrance screamed whenever they see someone whu wears hats -.-" lata mich n mich went to macdonalds... but b4 that, they went outside to help me check whether shinhwa left? aren't they sweet??? ^^ hehehex... then when they came out of macdonalds... they heard screams cuz SHINHWA is reealli coming.... then they jux turn right and saw the WHOLE of shinhwa!!! I WAS JUMPING UP and down like a monkey... in the end i resorted to climbing the barricade... ok... i admit that i am insane... Minwoo was unfortunately short! I didnt see minwoo's face, junjin and dongwan.... so didnt went home with a satisfying feeling!!! =P
Wahahhahahax... then todae... i was suppose to meet up wiht ingrid unnie but my mom was late in the end so i cancelled it... then lataa i went to raffles city to buy an orange shirt... then met up with bee unnie... then went to padang... i was somehow in the front rows too... waited from 3.30 to like 8pm for shinhwa!!! arghhhh.... i have to bear with Zetan's brother stupid trance music that realli puts me off to sleep but some r nyce... wahhahahax... when shinhwa came... i was like obviously screaming like crazy... couldnt contain my excitement... after awhile... i was feelin no excitement... then i realised tt the quality was realli good like those vids tt i downloaded!!! woooh00oooo!!! minwoo was veri cheeky... hehehex... sayin that sg girls are sexy.... wakakkakakakkax.... hehehex.... minwoo realli RAWKS my wurld... they performed perrfect man, t.o.p, hey come on, first love, angel and then brandnew which ended with lots n lots of fireworks. i didnt bother to chase after shinhwa after their perf which is wurt i am realli regrettin now...
bee unnie and her unnies went to chase... and i think one of unnie got to TOUCH MINWOOO, blow FLYING KISS to JUNJIN and was RETURNED!!! TWO INCHES away from andy... OMG.... if this really happens to me... i would have faint... serious... I mean TOUCH minwoo????!!! my dream lorxh!!! lolx!!! no larxh... i think tt actualli my dream even more perverted... =P haiz... i now could not sleep... too much excitement le... hehehex

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Friday, September 17, 2004

innocentrepuppyitloveadindeed ______

LOLx! Get real! GUYS do suck for real! Why? Regardless whether they got the looks or the brains, they still thinks that they are the best. Now! What is this called? No wonder millions of girls got their heart broken just because of a bunch of monkeys from the opposite sex! Now thinking about it, they do have their 'PRIDE'. yeahx... can you sense my sarcasm? They need to face up to the reality and STOP dissing girls. C'mon so what if guys go for army and girls do not? BUT DO GUYS give birth!? Do not give me any shity reason to cover up. ok fine. I am in a pissed off mood. I should learn how to communicate with my mom. Sad case. My only worry now is whether i got promoted. My english is literally hopeless. It just cannot get through my thick brain. I made a bad choice, i wants to go back to being in a girl's school. MIXED sch suckx. Exams are coming and i am going to die. I just cant stand guys criticising girls that they looks DUMB when they arent even better themselves. I shall do a tell it all today. Let start with a frequently asked question.
Why did i wanted to quit band?

The peeps suck! (no offense)
Seniors are cold (just my point of view)
I do not fit in (you all are just too biatch)
No sense of achievement
Not my type of cca
Too active for me
Teachers suck

Sum it all. To others i may be deemed as a LOSER! But who cares? To those who want to join the band just because they won the SYF this year! An advice to you. Get a life! It is not that easy and furthermore you have not (i repeat) have not experienced outdoor. So shut up and get lost!

Want to play another instrument
Like the BAND (sorry peeps, not you)

Practically there is like no point for me to stay band! HELLO! I can befriends people with attitude but definitely NOT bitches. Sorry to all.

Now reading lords of the rings! lolx. Hey mdm faridah! What's wrong with reading it now? I mean, you encourages us to read more books right?

Class was scolded by principal. Are they dumb or just plain stupid? Perhaps both. IT WAS THE GUYS. We were like being victimised!!! Who wants to be in this crappy school with no righteous and logic. Considering the fact that our school values are suppose to carve out our characters! I feel like LAUGHING OUT LOUD. Just because our class are more straightforward. More open. We do not do it the sneaky way and we get scolded. If this is the case, there is no reason why GOD wants to end this world.

Ok fine. I am really shitting out my thoughts. I cannot help it could i? Life suck. Whats up with biatches and jerks.
To all readers. If it is too offensive, sorry. Just a personal opinion of mine.

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Friday, September 03, 2004

innocentrepuppyitloveadindeed ______

it has been sooo long since i had posted... hmm... gettin physical tiredness... hols juz arrived! lolx! SHINHWA coming 9th of OCTOBER- my BIRTHDAE MONTH!!! =D wahahhahahx... i am anticipating their arrival... hopin to see minwooooooo =P kekkekeke... the featured song is again 'how do i say" but ther mv of it!!! it r0x man!
[How do I say nan neol sarang
hae oh raet dong ahn neo man eul pa rae wat seo
How do I say nan neo reul weon hae
oh jil nae ahn neh neo boon in keol
How do I say nan neol sarang hae
oh raet dong ahn neo man eul pa rae wat seo
How do I say ee jhen ni mam eul mal hae jool rae
na reul ni ahn neh pad do jool rae]

[[How do I say I I love you
For a long time I've wished for only you.
How do I say I want you
Inside of me is only you.
How do I say I love you
For a long time I've wished for only you.
Now will you tell me your heart?
Will you accept me into your heart? ]]

hahahhaax... dortx... i am seriously gettin quite bo liao! hmmm... i know lets talk bout my common test which sux?!
49/50
total: 68/75 = maths (got improvement! but i am second in class??? nooo!!!!! =( )
53/100
total: 44.5/75 = chinese (wanted to cry when i saw it)
total: 37.5/75 = english
total: 34/75 = history (failed T.T)
total: 33.5/50 = home econs.
total: 46/75 = geog (lots of improvement!!! =D)
total: 40+/75 = lit (okay lorxh...)

Ta-da! This was how badly i had done! -.-" Studyin seriously sucks hella lot! Goin to watch Stepford wives later! seeeee ya~

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