*_____iM looKing fOr tHat One iN mY lIfe_________*

[name]
Yenn Ying

ag[e]
thIrtEen

birth-dae-
22nd oF oCtoBer

cC'A'
currently -NIL-

Sch[OoL]
TKSS

HobBy
chattin, slackin, reADin

things about you here
im insane and i hav a crazy laughter. is a true blue shinhwa fan. Lurves shinhwa.

who you like
i lyke all whu lurves me

who you hates and stuff like that
betrayers n backstabbers!!!

your contacts and stuff
contact me @ 9... .... lols.

describe your idols and friends
juz being them?...

your wishlist
a new hp! a laptop instead of a desktop! [pentium 4] SHINHWA!!!

stuff to do -list
alot and alotsa stuffs!

A song for lady


I'm sorry
for the scar I have given you
For the tears that have rolled down
your white cheeks
Forgive me
You must forgive me
I'm so afraid that you will leave me
Cause I love you so much
When you weren't by my side
I was lonely and enervating
As I was standing under a storm and being hit by the rain
I cried endlessly

Keudehreul sarang hae yo
Pohgoh shipuhyoh
Keudae mannan
Hengbok kehduhn gohmankhuem
Nehgah yaksok kalgeyo
Iejen dah shineun
Hhimduljido
Seupohjidoh ahneul
Gohehyoh

Miahnhaeyo...
I am sorry...
Chuhnmal miahnhaeyo...



Sunday, June 20, 2004

innocentrepuppyitloveadindeed ______

sheesh...nyce mondae. Im stuck at home waiting for de docs to call. I havent touch any of my hmk yet! Loookin at it just turns me off. The quarrel is still isn't resolved. Its quite boring. The onli companion is my computer. Feel so bored. What should i do? I am not in de mood to update my fic either. Boring. The weather is soo uncertain. Doubt there will be poem of the dae for todae? I don't know. I am going to changed the music again.Hahaz..lamerz me.
My life just feels soo crappy. YT called me todae. Shes gonna make a personalised layout for me!! wheeeee!!!!! Sighs~* Hasnt found anyone who is willing to go with me to watch the best bet. All of them ot free. So long neva contact Xy. Karnt find her. Should i follow chel's advice "void of emotions". Maybe i should, its becuz of my reluctantness that leds me to my state. Swirling in de world of depression and confusion. Emotions and feelings is the roots of all evil. Without them, perhaps life would be so much better.
I juz found out that there are such things as HIMBO...hahahhaaz..it is used to symbolise a MALE bimbo. bimbo doesnt mean anything bad. It just means BABY. Guess there are more hidden meaning. Im too lazy to do anything. My piano is my onli commitment. What to do. It has captured my soul. Not sure whether i should cancel the tuition. Theres so lil tyme but so much things to do.
Band is stll an issue for me. Not sure when is the matter resolved. Hopefully by this week. I am heavily burdened. Who can help me lighten it? No one, i guess. Guilt arose in me. Should be natural i guess. Lovesick soul? Perhaps? All my unnies are heavily burdened by affairs of the heart. It is a forbidden fruit for me. I have ate it and have regrets. Hope to get rid of it before it gets any deeper. Uproot it is the best. My feelings is gone by a lil bit, dae by dae. It should be betta. At the end of the yr. I wanna see a healthy heart, no longer bleeding,wounded or scarred. My only wish.
______ dreams come true

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